I miss you

i'm trying so hard to force myself to slp.
but i just can't.
i know i'm stupid.
i know you'd never fall for me.
i know you'll never take me back.
i know things are impossible.
but i still pin hope.
i hope miracle do happen.
i cry myself to sleep since the day you left.
i'd been forcing myself to move on.
i try to get busy but you still run in my mind.
i still think of you and cry.
i still miss you badly.
my heart ache when i think of you.
the pain is like suffocating me till i cant breathe.
your leave is the worst thing i'd to go through.
it's seriously worst then the time when i'm upset over him.
i cry for no reason.
i think of you for no reason.
i miss you for no reason.
i worry for you for no reason.
i fall in love with you for no reason.