I miss you

mom ask me about you today again.
she is asking did i quarrel with you why so many days never heard about you.
i have no courage to break the news to her.
or shld i say i m still pinning hope.
but do i really have a chance? i guess no.
till now you still cant even tel mi whether u really love mi or crush.
till now you still avoiding my question.
actually i just want to know the truth. is it so hard to tel me the truth?