I miss you

accompany my mom to the hospital for follow up as she had injure her back. was told that she had to go for operation if not the problem will carry on and worsen she might have problem walking in the future.

how i wish you are by my side encouraging me. i mean your words mean alot to me. even if is just small console saying your mom will be all right. i will be so happy. or just a hug from you. i just wan to cuddle in your hug like a baby but i dont have the chance now. the chance to belong had or will be belong to others but no longer mi.

mom just now suddenly ask mi about you. i stumble for words. i didnt wanted to tel her we had ended. but she had been asking for you these few days.

i can only tel her that i had decided to remind as friend. i didnt want to spoil ur repuatation in front of her.

Timothy Mark Useh, I really miss you.