1st night w/o u

1st nite of life w/o u i feel so xin ku..i had been tearing none stop..

i try my best to stop but i cant..i dont understand why you want to leave me? so is my guess correct? you dont love me anymore? i told you i am willing to change for u but you still dont wanna take mi back..

yes i know i m lousy..but can you give me a chance to change for the sake of you?

losing you is far worst den breaking off with kok siong..losing you is like losing some1 close to me..

my feeling tell me that chances of you coming back to mi is low..0.000001% or even lower..

how long do i need to get over you?

why is it that you told me u dont wanna lost me but yet now u choose to go..

your love isnt strong enough? or my love isnt strong to make you stay.

i know u need time to think..but i know as time pass i will be forgotten by you..

Timothy Mark Useh when i start to fall deeply in love with you you choose to leave me alone..
i m really lost..wat is my nxt step? wat shall i do?